Regret
What do I exactly regret:
I regret killing myself - especially when I've got my baby inside. I regret giving up on life when I know that I can start afresh. I regret taking up this job because I cannot find true love with this kinda job.
How do I show it:
Script. Scenes where Muichoo communicates with Baby shows how regretful she is over killing herself and her baby. In the new scene with Guak & Sarah, Muichoo can show her regret by encouraging Guak & Sarah to move on and let go of their regret?
Actions. I always look/touch/hug Baby as if she's my own baby. I behave like I'm her Mamma.
Realization
My realization:
I realized that I shouldn't be held back by my regret and should live my life again.
The 'new' thing that I want:
True love. I want to start my own family. I want a proper life. I want to be a good Mamma. I want a loving husband.
After this realization, the changes I'll go through:
I'll become more optimistic? I'll encourage others to let go of their regret (S13 with Guak & Sarah) and tell them to be brave and move on! Things doesn't change unless you do something about it.
What do I exactly regret:
I regret killing myself - especially when I've got my baby inside. I regret giving up on life when I know that I can start afresh. I regret taking up this job because I cannot find true love with this kinda job.
How do I show it:
Script. Scenes where Muichoo communicates with Baby shows how regretful she is over killing herself and her baby. In the new scene with Guak & Sarah, Muichoo can show her regret by encouraging Guak & Sarah to move on and let go of their regret?
Actions. I always look/touch/hug Baby as if she's my own baby. I behave like I'm her Mamma.
Realization
My realization:
I realized that I shouldn't be held back by my regret and should live my life again.
The 'new' thing that I want:
True love. I want to start my own family. I want a proper life. I want to be a good Mamma. I want a loving husband.
After this realization, the changes I'll go through:
I'll become more optimistic? I'll encourage others to let go of their regret (S13 with Guak & Sarah) and tell them to be brave and move on! Things doesn't change unless you do something about it.
Disability
My disability:
I need to be wearing the hospital breathing mask all the time or else I will stop breathing and have spasms. When I take it off to speak, I'll have heavy breathing and it'll only last for 1 minute (?). Can include moments where I speak too much till I'm going to have spasms.
Do you get rid of your handicap?:
Possibly. Towards the end, I can speak for a longer time without much heavy breathing. It shows I've let go of my regret that used to be holding me back.
More grotesque?:
My looks? Smudged makeup with scars of being abused. But that's not really considered as disability. Maybe I can roll my eyes up when I'm having spasms, like as if I'm "possessed" :D
My disability:
I need to be wearing the hospital breathing mask all the time or else I will stop breathing and have spasms. When I take it off to speak, I'll have heavy breathing and it'll only last for 1 minute (?). Can include moments where I speak too much till I'm going to have spasms.
Do you get rid of your handicap?:
Possibly. Towards the end, I can speak for a longer time without much heavy breathing. It shows I've let go of my regret that used to be holding me back.
More grotesque?:
My looks? Smudged makeup with scars of being abused. But that's not really considered as disability. Maybe I can roll my eyes up when I'm having spasms, like as if I'm "possessed" :D
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